i don't know what to say now.
oh my goodness.
and i swear its getting me stuck.
but keep your chinup nessa.
it works better this way.


i'm off to watch a movie later.
please don't let us watch another bad movie please.
i don't want to waste anymore money on yucky movies.
and nessa is really smart.
to not bring her sweater.
to go to the really cold cinema.

sorry if i can't say what you want me to say.
but i'm sure as hell that i'm going to try.

so i thought it was a special thing to celebrate your 18th with you.
only you.
but its alright.
maybe i feel a little disappointment.
but tis alright.
i hope that you'll have a wonderful year ahead.
yeah.
hope you had fun last night.
((:

i'm feeling sleepy.
but i have to go through class properly.